I Hate My Life. I’m Existing Instead of Living?
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I hate my life. All I ever do is work, and when I am at home, I sit on Facebook all day and night and listen to music. No one talks to me on Facebook, I just look at everyone’s stuff. I live an hour away from the city, so I am basically trapped here. I am eighteen. I tried getting my license several times, but I keep failing. My parents won’t drive me anywhere. And I’m not even allowed to say anything. My mom got annoyed with my dad last night because he let my fifteen year old brother go to a party without telling her about it. And my dad said “he needs friends. it’s better for him. he can’t only be with his girlfriend.”. That made me really upset because nothing about me matters to them. I sit in my room and rot all the time, and they don’t care if I have friends. I also wasn’t allowed to date anyone when I was my brothers age. I hate life. I hate everything. I’m not living, I’m just existing. And I feel like there is nothing I can do to fix it. I didn’t go to school. I have just sat for the time I’ve lived. I’ve never had friends. Nothing.
I do have a job. And I have tried to be closer to my parents, but everything turns into an argument, so I’ve given up and I just sit in my room when I’m not at work. I can’t join a sport or any other activity, because I have no way of getting to it. I live an hour away from everything, and my parents aren’t willing to drive me places. I’ve had to quit every activity I have ever been enrolled in because of my parents. I appreciate your help, but sadly, I am a hopeless cause.
Thanks everyone, but I can’t go and hang out with friends. First off, I don’t really have any. Also, I have no way of getting to them. I am completely screwed. I cry all the time because I just have no opportunities whereas everyone else does. It upsets me that I so badly want to change my life, but I can’t. I am done school. I was homeschooled, but I am eighteen so I have technically graduated. I just feel like giving up.
Best answer:
Answer by Bob
Boarding school?
Answer by Lou
do a sport, it releases a lot of anger and you can make some really great mates. when i struggled through an eating disorder and felt worthless, my dance helped me through. so give it a try, if it doesnt work you wont lose anything 🙂 try to get off facebook and go for a walk or go to the gym or look for a job. theres so much you can do with your life, your just not letting anything happen. you should change your ways and you will become a much happier person. interact with your parents instead of being in your room all the time and when you have a stronger relationship with them they will be happier to take you places. 🙂 good luck for the future mate.
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