Do You Think Im Bipolar?

Question by bluee baby: do you think im bipolar?
I am fifteen years old.
I had some drug problems the last year and a half from taking anti-depressents to amphetamines.
I have been taking amphetamines for the past year and a half they didnt affect my moods except when I was on the high I was just really happy.
The past four months I have been so irriated when nobody is around or when people are around but arent doing anything.
Im either REALLY happy and love everything or I hate people.
Its really beginning to affect how I am around my family and my boyfriend.
Im always so irriated and I think the amphetamines (aderall) or past drug abuse has caused this.
I stopped taking aderall for two weeks and I was completely sober but it did not help.
If I tell my mom I want to see a doctor she wont take me.
She said its from my past drug abuse but it wont go away.
I just want to be normal and I know my mom wont take me to a doctor.
But because Im irriated and a bitch then happy then back to being irriated for no reason is beginning to affect my life.
My mom wont let me even see my boyfriend right now because him and I fight so much because of my mood swings.
I also just started having this twitch where I have to blink really hard like five times and that wont go away either.
Im really starting to get super depressed because my life is becoming hell.
I just wanna be myself again.
What do you think I should do?

Best answer:

Answer by i ♥ hershey ♥♥♥♥♥
i think you should discuss some of your issues w/a school counselor~we are not trained mental health care professionals on here~and the only one that can diagnose is a doctor♦

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