Ughhh!!!! Alcohol Addiction!!! GRrr..?

Question by S1PHMFMJ1990: Ughhh!!!! Alcohol addiction!!! GRrr..?
I stopped drinking last saturday… well, let me rephrase that… the last time I got drunk was on Saturday… the 24th. I drank a VERY small amount of vodka on Friday… the 29th. I KNOW that I have a problem with drinking, and I have an addiction to alcohol. I have had my family send me to the hospital because I had over 26 bruises all over my body that I had NO IDEA where they came from. (At this point my family did not know how much alcohol i was drinking per week) The doctors told me to stop drinking and that my blood was not clotting correctly because it was so thinned out from the alcohol. AFTER LEAVING THE HOSPITAL on that sunday, I called everyone I knew looking for more alcohol. Call me stupid… but this isnt a choice, this is a mental problem, and it’s almost all i can think about. It’s a problem. I keep trying to get past it, Believe it or not, going 3 days without alcohol is pretty good for me. I usually drink at LEAST 5, 6, or even 7 nights a week. I’m REALLY trying for my daughter, and my 4 year relationship. I am 19 years old, and I literally stress out about how i am going to get alcohol next. What can I do to help myself get past this. I don’t want to go to a treatment place, I don’t honestly think I’m at that point right now. Any advice would be great. And for you guys who think this is a CHOICE, it NOT. It is an addiction. So NO RUDE COMMENTS PLEASE. Thanks.

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Answer by Chris
I say you need to keep on drinking until you are ready completely for it. why fight it. if you are going to drink…..DRINK. stop flip flopping that causes even more stress on your body. And yes its your choice to keep on drinking your body is saying No i dont want it but you override your body and you destory. If you are going to drink set goals for your self. say im only going to have 2 drinks. and with the weeks going by drop it to 1 than none. If you were really doing it for your daughter you would do it by now. thats your baby girl why would you hurt her???? Thats your stress right there. lying to yourself. so stop lying and you will be fine.

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