i been dating this guy for 4yrs. Things were rocky in the begining and i stuck it out. 2 years into the relation i caught him in bed with another girl cheating on me, so i cheated on him. after all that things were going great. but i lost all my friends over him. I moved out off my parents house and am now living with him 4years later. we been arguing a lot lately and when i try to talk to him about he gets mad and leaves, he tells me that all i do is complain, when in fact i dont even get too talk too him, cause he is always out. I dont go anywhere all i do is work, home, cook, clean, massage him. i was doing this for a long time. I went out last week cause i couldnt take it anymore and i tried some crystal meth, since then i been doing it everyday cause it helps me forget about my problems. can sum1 please help me. im so scared i dont know what im doing anymore. please
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