Should I Be Worried About Her?
Question by ♥: Should i be worried about her?
I know it’s long but i found this in my little sisters documents, should i be worried?:
re·lapse (r-lps)
intr.v. re·lapsed, re·laps·ing, re·laps·es
1. To fall or slide back into a former state.
2. To regress after partial recovery from illness.
3. To slip back into bad ways; backslide.
n. (rlps, r-lps)
A falling back into a former state, especially after apparent improvement.
I never knew what people meant or even felt when they said “relapse”. Relapse is the word i hear when someone purges again after an apparent improved state. Relapse is the words i hear on TMZ or E! when Lindsay Lohan snorts cocaine again after expensive rehab. But now the words echoing around me, describing my situation at this very moment is “relapse”. Sitting here crying ridiculously when i know facts that you have a new girlfriend. i thought i was better, shinier, more improved. But it was a state of mind that i and many late night google searches talked myself into. Took me 6 long months to get myself into this state of mind where i supposedly did not give 2 shits about you or the way you smile, your crooked but terribly adorable teeth, your bright grass-green eyes, or the way you laugh when something is immaturely funny… all these things they run thru my head. I might as well be lying in a bed of razors, or getting my skin peeled off slowly. But the worse part is, here i am, in a room where i have spent many hours with you, i am perfectly physically safe. Emotionally safe? never. That’s the worst kind of pain, because it’s not like you can just reach inside your very soul and erase those memories, those feelings. But physically? if you have a cut, go put a bandaid on it and watch it heal into a tiny scar within a few weeks. I can’t watch my heart grow back into what it once was. People can make fun of my being young, but only the ignorant can do that. It saddens me that i can feel so low after so much progress, all wasted. I haven’t seen you or talked to you in months but you might as well be right in front of my face the way you’re on my mind all the time. All the time. It is similar to a plague that follows me, no matter who i’m with or whatever i am doing, There will always be whispers in my head. The whispers remind me of what you look like, the many long kisses we shared and those teenage pet names we called one another. You’re really one of the most beautiful people i have met, i know now this was not a silly infatuation or another “hey.. that guy is cute”. What i feel now and for the long months ahead of me is pure love. Also accompanied by the trusty sidekick, anger, disgust, rejection, hate. You made me feel like emotions were real, like before that i was just floating by life, with the occasional rebellion and little kisses with little boys in my little world. But you expanded everything, made me feel real feelings. The worst is i know it is all my fault, you were the absolute definition of the perfect boyfriend. And what did i do to you? Purposely try to make you jealous, call you names, say false things about you, and reject you over and over again. Now that i have matured from this experience i can now say i was so immature, and now i can’t have you anymore. No more. I realize my mistakes, they are so clear to me now i can put them in glass case and polish them. That’s what it feels like to me, how absolutely beautiful and wonderful you were while i was evil and did not deserve your company. I can only hope that you’re happy, because at the end of the day you deserve this. I have learned many life lessons from this, and i thank you for that. Maybe some day our paths will cross again. But until then i’m just gonna keep breathing, keep living, and try loving. I have learned.
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Best answer:
Answer by Alexia
It’s sounds like she’s upset but in the end she’s says she’s going to move on so I think she’ll be fine.
If it said something like she didn’t want to live anymore you would have cause for concern.
Just let her know that your there for her if she needs to talk to someone and let her know that you love her.
When your young everything seems like the end of the world but she’ll learn that everything is going to be okay.
Honestly she won’t even remember this kids name in twenty years so she’ll get better I promise 🙂
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