Is This Paranoia Over the Top?

Question by Jbo Yoho: Is this paranoia over the top?
To start, I have a terrible fear of drugs. I’ve done them in the past, but for some reason now taking them gives me bad anxiety attacks. From time to time when I’m around people, I sometimes get the fear in my head that someone slipped me something (like a drug). Now there’s more to it — this isn’t completely irrational. In one instance I was working with a guy who takes lots of adderall and keeps saying, “just try it man, just try it – i’ll give you one right now, just try it” So I would get paranoid that maybe he slipped one in my drink to be funny because I wouldn’t take it.. so I would check myself for symptoms and start to feel very nervous. My rational side knew that this was silly and I eventually calmed down, but not after having to first call my mom so she could tell me how ridiculous I was being. Another time I went out drinking with some bros and was in a great mood. I got back to their house and one of the dudes asked me, “hey man did you dose? you look like you dosed! (ecstasy).” I was super anxious all night that someone slipped me something and even through the next day. So I called my friend and asked him if anyone was dosing that night just to get some reassurance that I didn’t take anything. Is this crazy? I realize that when I’m thinking this stuff that I’m probably wrong, but not knowing for certain can sometimes make me very nervous. I hate drugs now and I don’t ever want to take them again.
oh. just as an added detail, some of these guys that i hang out with once dropped a bunch of liquid acid hits into a guys drink as a joke – now he is mentally handicapped and can’t even drive a car.. so it definitely happens

Best answer:

Answer by i hear ignorance is bliss
find some friends who aren’t druggies then

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