I Dont Know What to Do . . . Really Scared :(?
Question by theodora: I dont know what to do . . . really scared :(?
Im 17, Ive had eating disorders since I was 13, Im currently in outpatient treatment doing family therapy and this method where my family has to feed me and monitor me and its stupid. I also cut pretty bad, I think I should have had stiches a few times, but my parents dont know. I also have depression, but my mom doesnt want me to take my meds because she doesnt think Im depressed. I always put on a happy face for her. Lately more and more I’ve been experiencing really hyper, crazy, extrmely happy moods followed by deep suicidal depression. I asked a Q about this earlier and a lot of people thought maybe it was something called rapid cycling bipolar disorder? Anyway, I know I need help. Between the severity of my cutting and my suicidal thoughts, Im really kind of getting scared.
The problem is, im supposed to be going out of state for college in septemeber, and my parents have already paid $ 2000 towards tuition. They only reason theyre allowing me to go is because they think i’ve recovered from my eating disorder and depression, when in reality I have not. I want to tell them how bad things are so that I can get some help before its too late, but if I tell them then they wont let me go to college and they’ll make me pay them the $ 2000. They’ll also make me live with them while I get better, which would be horrible because I already have enough issues with living with them and I cant wait to get out of here.
I really dont know what to do. I dont want to die, but I also dont think I can stay here with my parents when everyones expecting me to go out of state to this amazing university. Plus they’ll be so mad at me and dissapointed in me for lying this whole time, and I dont have $ 2000 to pay them.
Sorry this is so long . . . I dont know what to do.
Im scared.
Best answer:
Answer by Christian Minister
Rapid cycling is caused by the demonic. Youre under more attack than ever before. They want to finish you off. They hate humans.
Background on it. If you can talk to me I can help you step by step – banish it.
When you or the parent has been exposed to abuse control bad family, occult books, drugs, or is simply not a Christian, then an attack can occur. Things such as being abusive, or any of these can start- Bullying, Anorexia, Cutting, OCD, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, hearing voices. You can talk to me or google “emotional abuse” Knowing the truth is the step to freedom from pain. A shrink does not want to admit to demonic influence, hallucinations, emotions or Jesus Christ. So the parent becomes abusive and the children get sick with so called non existent mental Illnesses, but it can be stopped.
Psychiatrists commit fraud in that there is zero science in what they do. They do not draw blood to test for imbalances. For chemical imbalances no test exists. There is no conception of what a correct chemical balance would look like to date. “When anyone states that “depression” or any other psychiatric diagnosis ” is a chemical brain-based problem that medications normalize, they lie absolutely”. –Wayne K. Goodman, MD FDA
Remember, after abuse sickness can be a spiritual problem – Jesus name is needed to banish what is there.
Google online “Emotional Abuse”=Realize its their problem.
Google- Diet Depression Soda Thyroid
Google-“Sinners prayer”- learn that heaven awaits you
Google- “Deliverance Prayers”
God wants you to know truth- then forgive those who abused you.
http://www.heartless-bitches.com/rants/manipulator/emotional_abuse.shtml – You will realize it all Best site…
http://www.wikihow.com/Deal-With-Emotional-Abuse-from-Your-Parents-%28for-Adolescents%29 -Abuse from parent
http://www.no-more-bipolar-disorder.com/bipolar-hoax.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b30iwhEw9ho See real docs explain what shrinks do.
Source–Past experience of this on a regular basis- healing without meds. Personal Involvement with NME nationwide psych chain.
Talk to me anytime. Click name to talk I have yahoo messgr.
This may be your last chance.. Docs cant help with whats really causing it.
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