How Do I Fix This? Because I Want to Be Good Again?

Question by : How do i fix this? Because i want to Be good Again?
Ok so, I am only 12 years old. (Yep) and im a bad kid. I mean like i curse to my Friends, I know stuff the average 12 year old shouldn’t. My father was a big cheat and is very mean and i think i got stuff from him. My mom is good, But i haven’t lived with her in 5 years and Now i am. So.. On my cell phone, There is A lot of bad stuff. Like cursing and just bad stuff, Not sex ting though. And i like a Boy and now my mom knows. I was a Really good kid. Always nice, Always good. But now it’s like, Im so bad and Messed and i have dreams of cutting and Suicide and My mom doesn’t trust me and she’s so disappointed and i just want to fix that because its not ok. and I know it. and I just want to be the old me again. I think it’s because of my fathers cheating and EErie ways. ive seen things on his computer and it messed me up. I have been Abused a little by him and it’s not ok. Ive just turned bad. Like BAD, Not drugs, Or sex. Just bad. i want to fix it. It’s like im 2 different people.SOmetimes, Im sweet and nice and loving and just so good. ALways. But then, It’s Like. Im talking about drugs, And sex and Other awful things ANd Im wondering “sHould i go to therapy?!” SO really, All i want to know is HOw Do i become a good kid again??

Best answer:

Answer by Rainbow
Yes, go see someone you trust, like a counsellor. You need to talk it over with someone so that you get back on the right track. You sound like a good person who just needs guidance. You’ll be fine because you’re willing to make the effort. Good luck!

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