Possible to Feel Normal After First Meth Use?

Published June 30, 2010

Question by MyThirdEyeIsOpen: Possible to feel normal after first meth use?
This is continuation from my other question, look it up I know what I did was stupid and I really regret it. I looked at the stages and stuff, I just got through with the highly-depressed/paranoia stage. and I’m feeling kind of happy. I’m not sure if it’s still the effect of meth though.

My heartrate is still fast but I can tell it’s slowing down. The depression that it put me through as officialy scared me off meth… The good effects meth makes happens is so not worth going through that major depression… I felt like my mind/soul hated me for doing it and punished me.

First 2-4 hours I was feeling good/hyper. Then I was in the depression/paranoia stage for about 7… Being that depressed constantly is very very horrible. I almost cried and thought about suicide, but I knew it wasn’t me thinking that, it was the drug, so I kept it straight. This is the most horrible thing I ever experienced.

I usualy stay up late anyway about 5 hours of sleep, so I’m not sure how the sleep phase is going to effect me. Even though I’m not thirst nor hungry, I been force feeding my self just to be safe. And I placed ice on my chest to slow down my heart rate.

I read about the depression side effects after use. But since I know it’s going to be the cause of meth doing it, not me. I felt a little more in control. I wasn’t sure before. But I can safely say the meth addiction did not win me over.
Also I would like to thank you for your compliments. I was stupid enough to try it in the first place I don’t deserve your gratitude.

Also please try and answer my question as well. Thanks.

Best answer:

Answer by jaquezzz
good. im glad u didnt freak out and hurt urself. i tried it once too ad i was very paranoid and i felt so guilty! i’ll never try it again

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