I Need Help So Bad W/ My Addiction :'((?

Question by becca!: i need help so bad w/ my addiction :'((?
okay so ive been doing drugs since i was 13 im now 16 and diagnosed with chronic deppresion ive done everything from
weed
pills
shrooms
ecstacy
and acid
i feel like dying like honestly just dying.
ever since i got caught for the fifth time ive been in group therapy counceling and IOP which is intensive outpatient its basically drug counceling. IDK ive been clean for about 3 and a half months but i know the only reason ive stayed clean this long is because im on contract with my highschool and im liable to be expelled at any moment. its just so unbearably hard to give up the things that have made me so happy when everything and one else has failed and these addictions are something im forever going to have to struggle with and i can’t handle all the cravings with out actually going and getting fuc*ed up anymore i just cant take it any longer please any advice?? :'(
oh and no i cannot talk to my parents about it i have a very terrible relationship with them so thats out of the question.

Best answer:

Answer by Walter
a good inpatient program where you replace you cravings with something else less destructive but satisfying. since you don’t have a relationship with your parents, get one with someone that is on your side and is willing to help you kick. Good Luck, I’ve been there.

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