Pain Management. HELP?
Question by LittleGuyTurdle: Pain Management. HELP?
I can barely type. My finggers hurt when I touch the keyboard. I,m on Darvon and I eat tylenol like candy. I,m way past worring about overdose. I cant get quality care for pain managment. I,ve had 6 mri test 5 Catscans. Exrayed to death. Been turned down for At 3 Pain Clinics. Because of prior substance abuse. And by the way I abused drugs because of pain. So much pain that i was in a car accedent. I hit a redwood tree at 60 mph and I walked from it with a shadered face and i almost died from bleeding to death. I turned down pain medician for 8 hours until surgery. Why BECAUSE I SUFFER ALL THE FUCING TIME. I dont mean to be angry but I need help. I tryed marijuana ana hard liquer at a rate of as much as poosibley possible with a unlimited cash flow. That didn’t work. Liveing in a haze is unproductive and so boring. Today it took me lying in bed from 8:00 am to 5:30 pm till i could get out of bed and sit in a chair. Unbleavable It took so long till my body was brave anough to sit in a chair because sitting puts to much tention on my back is lick worse then hitting a redwood tree at 60 mph. I feel hopeless. I,m 29 and the last 3 or 4 years have been the same. SUFFER SUFFER SUFFER SUFFER NO SLEEP NO SLEEP NO SLEEP. I NEED HELP. Is there any thing I can take. No illicit drugs. Already tryed more then my share and there are too many side effects. I called WalGreens and they said to take tylonal and switch it up with ibprofen. Useless. I go to the emergancyroom all the time to get a few pills. I need help. What can I do. I have insurance but the pain clinic says no. Why is the FDA so cold haerted tords peolpe in pain. I wont kill myself because that would cause pain to family and friends. I,m trying to get rid of pain for ____ sake. My left rist has stoped being able to move. I cant walk much or I fall down. And i,m sick of people helping me up. Because then latter I fall down.
I,m getting desprate. I cant sleep so my thinking is getting really worped. But i think that its almost time to perform a little surgry on myself. I have been doing research on how pain travels through the spine to the brain. So I want to nick my spinal cord at the base of my scull. A little at a time and addequit time to heal. And repete this DANGORES proceder until i get desired results. Please pray for me and help if you have answears or advice. Thanks
Best answer:
Answer by greg t
sounds like you are addicted to painkillers. your reaction is completely natural and normal, don’t feel bad about it but do accept this as a problem (and for safety sake, quit trying to deal with this on your own). when the hospital turned you away for more medication they should have referred you to rehab…YOU NEED REHAB!
not only will rehab help you through this, they can give you medication to stop the pain. don’t abuse any more drugs on your own, even tylenol can hurt you if taken excessively. call the hospital and ask how to get involved in a rehabilitation program asap.
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