Help . I Am Addicted to Crystal Meth .?

was at a party last month . got hella high off crystal meth with a coupla friends . after the party the next two nights i couldnt sleep . been taking it everyday since behind my parents backs . my friends only think i use it at parties , but i use it all the time . cant stop thinking about it . its the only thing that makes me feel good . this shiit is screwing up my life . i look like a trainwreck.

WHAT CAN I DO?
i cant just stop using it , im ADDICTED for gods sakes . give ur answers a little more thought ppl . and i cant go to rehab that is social suicide !
im a dumbass for doing meth ? yea , thanx. real sympathetic ! this is a real problem

why do ppl think this is a joke ?