Morphine withdrawls.24 Hours Into It.

It has been 28 hours since my last dose of Morphine 10mg SC in hospital. I have been in hospital for the last 8 days due to uncontrollable oesphageal pain that was beating even my Neurostimulator implant. If I had turned it off I have no idea how bad the pain would have been. I have been on Morhine and Valium since being admitted. I discharged myself last night against Doctor’s advice due to family issues. The Doctor wanted me to stay longer and start me on Endone, another Opiate, before going home. Plus I was still suffering from pain and unable to eat and drink without Morphine to kill the pain. The Doctor fell over when I said that as soon as I got home I planned to cease all meds!!!! I told him he could write a prescription but I wasn’t going to fill it or take it. And consequently me still having the pain while eating and drinking and not taking any pain killers, I am unable to eat or drink. It has been 32 hours since I have had anything to eat or drink. I must check how long it takes for dehydration to start REALLY effecting you. I am already dehydrated. It is only going to get worse. But I am ready for it. This afternoon, 4 hours into withdrawls, the slight ‘creepy crawlies’ under the skin started. So too has the hot/cold flushes and stomach cramps. Sinus blockage. And lower right leg and foot cramps. If any of you have seen my previous videos, you would know why I go Cold Turkey. For those of you who have never seen these videos or have any questions al all



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25 Responses to “Morphine withdrawls.24 Hours Into It.”

  • balckbettystack:

    @JoKeRzCaRdProDucTion Yeah I know that.
    They use it a lot here in Australia for pain control.
    I hate the shit.I don’t know how people can love the effects of this drug.

  • JoKeRzCaRdProDucTion:

    @balckbettystack ketamines a dog tranquilizer thats why lol

  • altimateworkout:

    did you quit old turkey.
    I thought you could wein yourself off of it.
    Cant you just take less and less each time.

  • PondOfFrogs:

    I hope you are doing well. It will all be worth it. Please take care and keep moving forward!

  • balckbettystack:

    @519Chawk420 Back to you too.

  • 519Chawk420:

    @balckbettystack

    ahhh, respect.

  • balckbettystack:

    @519Chawk420 Thank you.
    It’s been three years now.
    I kicked it’s arse bad! LOL

  • 519Chawk420:

    @balckbettystack

    best of luck! kick the demon,

  • balckbettystack:

    @519Chawk420 I felt pretty dam rough. I was hurting bad.
    Cold Turkey sucka & is dangerous but it’s sometimes the right way. It’s not for everyone though.
    I had a Ketamine infusion going, see Rapid Detox videos, when they were detoxing me in hospital.The Ketamine was also to control my pain.I hated it.I begged them to take it down early. It was NOT fun!

  • 519Chawk420:

    Damn your lookin pretty rough there, Hope you are/get sober ……..i seen it done cold turkey ..some rough shit but it CAN be done if you REALLY want to.

    I Kicked my Cocaine/Ketamine/Meth/mdma addiction lmao, lmao slept for Days and days taking alot of Melatonin and Helucinated hahahaaha

  • balckbettystack:

    @oddsource I’m really glad to hear that. Not the fact that you would be suffering, but that your trying to get off the drugs/meds.
    If you want any support or to chat just message me through my profile page.
    Good luck. I KNOW you can do it.

  • oddsource:

    glad your still sober im working on it right now!

  • jjonathanreno:

    morphines a pussy drug im suprised her drawals r that bad a 80 mg oc is like 400 mg of morphine

  • balckbettystack:

    @jadedmcfaded It’s been 2 years now. Still free.

  • jadedmcfaded:

    hey i hope you never give up quitting. getting addicted again would feel much worse than cold turkeying and straight up dropping that drug

  • balckbettystack:

    Thank you.
    And what you say about fixing the pain of withdrawal is so true.

  • XsunslayerX:

    for 28 hours in, this is pretty mild. I’m not being condescending – obviously she is in a lot of pain. But it could be MUCH worse. At 28 hours, my entire body was quaking uncontrollably, like having a seizure. Screaming and screaming. Like my body was rejecting my soul.
    I’m glad that the poster made it out – it’s very easy to end the suffering with the familiar warmth and beauty of one more hit.

  • IamInYourClosett:

    i luv withdraws its like a new high to me

  • 9providence:

    Actually were born with most drugs inside our system in a form or another.. And can be addicting like adrenaline junkies. Melatonin selatonin, opoids, GHB.
    Even alchohol when your born. Not a doctor or anything but im sure the most powerful drugs are already there.

  • swudanst:

    substituting one drug for another is not the way. nobody is born with these drugs in there system. cold turkey the only way.

  • JLE102191:

    Keeping a video diary will really help you get through it, God Bless.

  • balckbettystack:

    What is a ‘Buup’?

  • hellsbelle66:

    I’ve been through withdrawal and more than just once. It’s a real BITCH.

    Then one day I thought…why do you treat yourself so badly? I don’t. The withdrawal alone is not worth it.

  • OscarLimaMike:

    I think it’s a great thing you did her don’t listen to stupid dimwitted twits who thinks it cool to laugh at someone else’s pain when they have never endured it themselves. People like this would crumble like tinfoil if they had to go through what you did and what millions do daily around the world.

  • babyshambles2730:

    good luck yo stay strong and you will beat this deamon try to get some suboxone it helps dramatically

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