You shouldn’t be smoking weed (420) and taking meds. Weed is a downer , its no wonder why you feel like crap! If you were serious about committing suicide, you would have done it already! Stop talking about being suicidal all the time you can change your mind frame to think differentially. you are freaking your self out and making yourself more depressed. I believe that you are using your fathers side of the family ” as that you are now mentally unstable! you are making up excused for your behavior! Stop taking about how your fathers brother committed suicide. that was his choice not you-res! stop trying to get a reaction out of others to see what they say when you tell this this horror story. I wouldn’t want people knowing it makes you come across as problematic.
What do you do: you stop living in the past! You think positive thoughts, you completely drop the idea that you will become like your father brothers. You find a good therapist and go to them 3X a week. and talk about your many issues! You continue to do this for 2 years! you try to get off all the meds that are frankly making you “crazy”! You tell yourself that you will be ok! You tell yourself that this will take time. That there is NO Miracle drug to cure you in one dose! You just try breathing and relaxing and finding someonethat you feel comfortable talking to . You stop switching shrinks who are using you as a “Lab Rat”! you get the proper help that you need. Just because you are taking your meds doesnt mean that you will feel 100% better. with any meds you should know this by now.. But it takes a good 30+ to feel the efffects of the medicine! After 2 days of taking something your body is just getting it into your blood. it will take a month for you to know if it is right for you. you are jumping the gun and wanting a quick fix! You should know better. you’ve been doingthis for a while now. you know that it takes time.
Go get a theripist someone that deosnt prescribe meds and talk to them! just do it. Stop complaining and act!

I do 30mg at bedtime and I love the drug… I am hypomanic and it has kept me from going all the way into mania. I feel happy and productive. I am on disability now for 5 years because of Bipolar Disorder and Abilify is the best drug I have taken over the years. I love it!

beaux

I took 10 mg of Abilify for Panic Disorder, and was so restless I could hardly sit in a chair.

When I started it, I was also very tired.

You should listen to your psychiatrist: your body is probably just adjusting, and the side effects will pass.